My Body Back

48 Hours in...he's still off the sauce. Pizza was amazing! I miss lazy mornings in bed though.

I thought this whole weaning thing was monumental because I had accomplished BFing longer than the average mother, and longer than I had initially intended. I realized last night, it's much bigger. For nearly 2 years, I haven't had my body. Pregnancy is just weird, with hormones and all the internal changes, externally visible changes, and the fact that I felt like I was incubating and alien...not literally. Monsters are different from aliens, like comparing werewolves to vampires, duh. Then with all the restrictions on caffeine, diet, and most of all BEER, once he was out, and all the ways feeding kind of forced me to stop life and sit while he ate...oye!

So the point is, I can eat, drink, and "BE" what I want, when I want, and it's not gonna hurt nobody nohow.

On a side note: I highly recommend no one goes cold turkey unless they think they really have to. It's not a very comfortable time.